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Thursday, January 27, 2011


I have embarked on a journey....
not one of my own volition.

I have packed the necessities....
observation, intuition, vigilance....

Am I ready....
of that I can never know for sure.....
but I am off.

This is taking a while....
my body is weary and my will is slipping.
I ask myself constantly
“Is this worth it…is the price too high?”

There is too much riding on this…
too many people depending on me.
What if I fail?
What if I let myself  be steered by the destiny….
of others?

That is NOT acceptable!
I am in control of my own destiny.
I make my own choices.

I will not let others swing me between their slimy grasps…
and have me be a spectacle for their amusement.

I am at the fork in the road.
Which path should I take?

My mind no longer has all the solutions.
I will close the windows of objectivity
And let my consciousness guide me.

My being hurts.
The pain is intense in my shoulders.
I want to scream…..
But there is no one to hear me

The fork seems ominous…
I cannot see the end of each path…..
it is hidden from me.
But I know, in the end it will all be revealed.

Do I still take this path alone….
am I alone?

The energy of this life.
The warmth of nature’s arms.
The spirit within me




  1. Very Captivating and Awe Inspiring.I'm look forward to you to be published very soon and I want a signed copy of that first book please!

  2. thanks to.... u this is very inspirational,continue to keep up the good work.

  3. Your kind words keep me going.....Blessed Be

  4. i'm crying :( cause this is exactly how I feel right now .... but i'm really trying to find that
    "warmth of nature’s arms" cause i could sure do with a hug right now

  5. No need to cry.....she will be there for you if you give her the chance

  6. Wow .... this has taken my emotions for a wough ride ! i cant wait until the day i can shout free of this bondage . Thanks cher looking forward to reading more , this truly is helping me and realising im not first or neither am i going to be the last !

  7. Yes my friend...I am on the journey..your pain is shared by others, actually many...we are not alone....I would encourage you to read the other pieces


Hi Friends....thanks for reading...I certainly hope my experiences and my thoughts were of some value to you. Your feedback would be welcomed